[Intro] First love Third love Fourth, fifth Last love Yeah [Verse 1] First love, Bible on the nightstand Reading lines like "you are mine" Songs of Solomon on your tongue But your hands never matched that rhyme Holy words, unholy motive Said forever, meant "for now" Marked a verse, then marked my body Then you ghosted, took a bow Third love, you were gentle thunder Soft voice, but you hit me hard Said you found a different future Left my number, kept my scars Fourth love turned my ribs to glass Said "we cool, we better as friends" Smiled while sweeping up the pieces Left me bleeding in your hands [Chorus] Each of you left me like an afterthought Unread message on your screen, just rot Cold heart, beat locked in a cage, on guard Now I'm scared I'll be alone in the dark You broke it, shattered it, tore it apart Layer by layer till I’m all cold heart Each of you left me like an afterthought Now I fear I’ll be alone, alone forever [Verse 2] Fifth love, twisted like a rumor You believed the echo, not my truth Chose their story over my story Like my voice was something you could mute Last love, courtroom in the kitchen Eyes like evidence, sharp and cruel Threw an accusation at my chest I took the hit for what you knew [Pre-Chorus] How you turn my veins to barbed wire? How you make my warmth retreat? How you plant that seed of terror That I'll die with empty sheets? [Chorus] Each of you left me like an afterthought Unread message on your screen, just rot Cold heart, beat locked in a cage, on guard Now I'm scared I'll be alone in the dark You broke it, shattered it, tore it apart Layer by layer till I’m all cold heart Each of you left me like an afterthought Now I fear I’ll be alone, alone forever [Bridge] [whispered vocals] First love, scripture on your lips Third love, promises that slipped Fourth said friends, fifth said lies Last love looked me in the eyes [screamed backing] I DIDN'T DO IT But you drew the chalk line anyway I DIDN'T LOSE YOU You were walking out before you stayed [Breakdown] [dubstep bass drop] Cold heart, cold heart Hear it thump against the chainmail armor Cold heart, cold heart Every beat just making me harder Afraid that forever's a folding chair Always there for someone, they vanish, air If love is a war, I'm a one-girl guard Sword in my spine, shield on my heart [Chorus] Each of you left me like an afterthought Unread message on your screen, just rot Cold heart, beat locked in a cage, on guard Now I'm scared I'll be alone in the dark You broke it, shattered it, tore it apart Layer by layer till I’m all cold heart Each of you left me like an afterthought Now I fear I’ll be alone, alone forever
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