I don't know the purpose why I'm steady hurting feel like demons lurking asking if it's worth it God I need your guidance. my sin I cannot hide it although I will deny it you'll always seem to find it I feel like I am losing the bad I'm always choosing I wish I was just cruising but I am steady bruising should stay up out my mental I have destroyed my temple I wish that life was simple it'll never be that simple why do I keep on going I guess my mind is flowing just like the wind keeps blowing I live but never....... man fuck it I'm done with this. im bout to go ahead and run with this. as I realize my life weights a ton and shit and I only seem to live for the hit and miss. then I mess up stumble and lose control. spiral out my mind watch it all unfold. wish I was young cause this bullshit gets old. but it just gets better that's what I've been told so take it back don't react keep it to yourself like bam move along move along my mind is fucked up like damn take it back don't react keep it to yourself like bam move along don't move along my mind is fucked up like damn take it back don't react keep it to yourself like bam move along move along my mind is fucked up like damn take it back don't react keep it to yourself like bam move along don't move along my mind is fucked up like damn no one is stopping me now no one is stopping me now no I'm not playing around guess I'll be shutting it down no one is stopping me now no one is stopping me now no I'm not playing around guess I'll be shutting it down