(Verse 1) Well I'm on the edges, exhausted,fatigue ,undecided Fucking up big times,very tense still a little upset But I don't wanna make an angry decision And regret it later, so I haven't decided yet But I could never ever feel like this When the thought “Gonna be ok “ leave my lips I mean it when I say But everything I’ve touched turning into a disaster Everyone I’ve loved have vanished Or abandoned me ,sadistically Every road I’ve crossed ,Every dreams I’ve had All crumbled , tumbledown I just hate it I mean it when I say this (Chorus ) Why is this so hard ? so hard, so hard to get through And so fucking hard to hold on So hard to stay, hey hey stay Why is it so hard ? So hard to pull through And so fucking hard to make thing right Oh so so hard hey so hard hey eh Why is it so hard? Why is this so hard? I’m asking all of you….why? Why is this so hard ? (Verse 2) I know I am very hard to deal with But I told you a thousand times Life with me is never ever been easy Desperation is my closest friend I hate her but she’s the one who’s always Fuck with me I'm still show up ,though I can't believe anybody Anything anymore ,even you god… But I cry oceans of tears if someone ever win away But I could never ever feel like this So frustrated, devastated, fucking miserable So Despondent I just hate it I mean it when I say this (Chorus ) Why is this so hard ? so hard, so hard to get through And so fucking hard to hold on So hard to stay, hey hey stay Why is it so hard ? So hard to pull through And so fucking hard to make thing right Oh so so hard hey so hard hey eh Why is it so hard? Why is this so hard? I’m asking all of you….why? Why is this so hard ? (Bridge) Is god hate me that much ? Why? There’s so countless people in this world Who’s fucked up And deserving this execution But why God I ask you why? Why always me? Can I still believe in you? Or should I hate and curse you? Deicide ? Should I ? (Chorus ) Why is this so hard ? so hard, so hard to get through And so fucking hard to hold on So hard to stay, hey hey stay Why is it so hard ? So hard to pull through And so fucking hard to make thing right Oh so so hard hey so hard hey eh Why is it so hard? Why is this so hard? I’m asking all of you….why? Why is this so hard ?
