[Verse 1] I leave the curtain drawn Let the room stay dim She sees my face at night And mistakes the shape I'm in I don't say much at all I keep it in my chest She calls it something pretty But it feels more like a test [Pre-Chorus] She looks at me like I'm a shadow Like I chose this on my own But every quiet room gets heavy When you're trying to hold a storm [Chorus] She don't think I have depression She thinks I love the dark She don't think I have depression She thinks I love the dark But I just keep on falling I just keep on falling apart (falling apart) [Verse 2] I still answer when you call I still show up clean Still got lines on my smile That don't say what they mean You say I'm hard to read Like that's some kind of game But the truth sits in my throat And it answers full of shame [Pre-Chorus] She looks at me like I'm a shadow Like I chose this on my own But every quiet room gets heavy When you're trying to hold a storm [Chorus] She don't think I have depression She thinks I love the dark She don't think I have depression She thinks I love the dark But I just keep on falling I just keep on falling apart (falling apart) [Bridge] If I could trade my weight For one good, easy day I'd leave it on the desk And walk out of this mess I don't need your pity I don't need your little sigh I need somebody to see me Before I disappear, Before your eyes [Chorus] She don't think I have depression She thinks I love the dark She don't think I have depression She thinks I love the dark But I just keep on falling I just keep on falling apart (falling apart)


