All rights reserved. Copyright © 2026 suno.com/@asukachatmusic Lately something’s pulling at me Like it followed me home Thought I left it in the past Now it’s sitting in my bones Every night gets a little harder Every thought cuts a little deeper Eyes wide staring at the ceiling Trying hard not to wake my demons I been driving through the city No destination no sound Just the tire marks and street lights While my head keeps breaking down And I know I still look normal I still joke I still smile back But there’s something underneath it And it’s slipping through the cracks Please do not look too close at me There is something underneath Every time I think I healed It comes back and starts to breathe I can feel it in my bloodstream I can hear it when I sleep Like the darker side inside me Never really stopped watching me Hold me close before I sink again Before my head pulls me apart I keep trying to outrun shadows But they know exactly where you are Quiet damage deep inside me Hidden where nobody sees Everybody says it passes Why does it keep finding me There’s a side of me I buried Swore I’d never see again Now it’s talking in the mirror Like an old forgotten friend I don’t trust the way I’m thinking Small things hit me way too hard One weird look can start a spiral Turn a spark into a scar Everybody says keep breathing Like it fixes what I feel But some nights my own reflection Doesn’t even look real I hate how fast my mood switches One bad thought and I shut down You say everything is fine now While my head burns the whole thing down Please do not look too close at me There is something underneath Every time I think I healed It comes back and starts to breathe I can feel it in my bloodstream I can hear it when I sleep Like the darker side inside me Never really stopped watching me Hold me close before I sink again Before my head pulls me apart I keep trying to outrun shadows But they know exactly where you are Quiet damage deep inside me Hidden where nobody sees Everybody says it passes Why does it keep finding me Late at night when it gets quiet I can hear it in my chest Like the darkest parts inside me Finally stopped trying to rest Maybe darkness never leaves you Maybe it just waits its turn Hiding underneath your skin Till there’s nothing left to burn Please do not look too close at me There is something underneath Every time I think I healed It comes back and starts to breathe Quiet damage deep inside me Hidden where nobody sees Everybody says it passes Why does it keep finding me
