I’ve been careful with the names I say Careful where I leave my hands Every time someone gets too close I feel something make a stand It’s not a voice It’s not a sound It’s just the space that doesn’t move (mmm… doesn’t move…) She talks like time is on her side Like nothing ever stays behind I nod along, I play it right But I never cross that line It’s not regret It’s not restraint It’s what I learned to carry through (ahh… carry through…) [Instrumental] Some nights don’t end They just lose their shape You wake up still inside What you never escaped (hold… don’t resolve…) It’s what never let me leave Even when the door was wide I don’t live there anymore But it still decides (ahh… still decides…) I don’t say her name I don’t need to It knows me anyway
