leave a message after the beep hey babe..... where are you.......... are you ever going to call me back ...... this is not like you... I hope your okay call me back soon please...... I love you. Ive spent a long time carrying a ghost, but I still wake up with the weight of how I left you. I was just a kid who didn't know how to stay, so I ran. I moved a thousand miles away and left you with a silence you never earned. It was a coward's exit, and I’ve had to live with that every single day since. I know it’s selfish to even say this now. I’m not looking for a way back in, and I know I don’t deserve a single word from you. I believe if I would of stayed I would of dragged you down (dragged you down) as I pick up the pieces of the life Ive ruined again and again (and again and again) I believe if I would of stayed I would of dragged you down (dragged you down) as I pick up the pieces of the life Ive ruined again and again (and again) and in the quiet moments, the shame of what I did always finds me. It’s a splinter I’ve never been able to pull out. I’m writing this because I need to finally say out loud that I was wrong (I was wrong). I was reckless (I was reckless) with your heart because I didn't value my own (my own). I hope you’ve built a life so beautiful that you don’t even remember my name. I’m leaving this apology here in the dark where it belongs. I wish you nothing but the peace I didn't give you back then. I wish you nothing but the peace I didn't give you back then. I wish you nothing but the peace I didn't give you back then I believe if I would of stayed I would of dragged you down (dragged you down) as I pick up the pieces of the life Ive ruined again and again (and again)
