[Intro] mm… yeah… nah… every choice feel risky uhh [Chorus] I don’t trust myself (don’t trust myself) Every choice feel wrong (yeah) Even when I mean well (mm) I still fuck it up (nah) I second-guess my instincts (uhh) Like they lie to me (lie to me) I don’t trust myself (yeah) And that’s the scariest shit (scary) [Verse 1] I pause before I speak (yeah) Then regret the silence (mm) Say too much (nah) Then wish I stayed quiet (uhh) I don’t know which version of me Got my best interest The one that wants peace Or the one addicted to chaos I tell myself “trust your gut” (uhh) But my gut been wrong before (wrong) Led me into rooms I shouldn’t enter (yeah) Stayed when I should’ve walked out the door (mm) Now every decision feel loaded (nah) Like it come with consequences (uhh) I don’t move confidently (yeah) I move cautiously (mm) [Verse 2] I overthink my overthinking (yeah) Can’t tell what’s fear or intuition (mm) I replay moments on a loop (nah) Like maybe I missed the lesson (uhh) I don’t trust my reactions I don’t trust my calm (yeah) I don’t trust my anger I don’t trust when I feel “fine” (nah) I ask people for advice Then ignore it (ignore it) Then blame myself When it go left I don’t trust my judgement (nah) ‘Cause it failed me before (uhh) And I’m scared that it will again (yeah) So I stall instead (mm) [Pre Chorus] I don’t feel stupid (nah) I feel unsure (yeah) Like my compass broken (mm) Since I been hurt (uhh) [Chorus] I don’t trust myself (don’t trust myself) Every choice feel wrong (yeah) Even when I mean well (mm) I still fuck it up (nah) I second-guess my instincts (uhh) Like they lie to me (lie to me) I don’t trust myself (yeah) And that’s the scariest shit (scary) [Verse 3] I wasn’t always like this (yeah) I used to move with confidence Then a few wrong turns Made me question everything Now I triple-check my feelings (feelings) Like emotions need receipts (yeah) I don’t believe myself Even when my chest speak (nah) I don’t trust love ‘Cause I misread it (misread) I don’t trust peace ‘Cause I lost it once (mm) I don’t trust happiness ‘Cause it left me confused (uhh) Like “how long this gon’ last?” (yeah) [Pre Chorus] I don’t feel broken (nah) I feel shaken (yeah) Like I lost faith (mm) In my own navigation (uhh) [Final Chorus] I don’t trust myself (don’t trust myself) But I don’t wanna stay here (yeah) I can’t live frozen (mm) Scared of every step (nah) I gotta learn the difference (uhh) Between mistakes and patterns (patterns) I don’t trust myself (yeah) But I’m trying again (trying) [Outro] mm… yeah… guess trust don’t come back fast uhh…
