I've been waiting to release this for a while. This is a song about my inner "schweinehund" (german word for b*st*rd I guess 🤔) The bad "you" inside who wants nothing but trouble, makes all the wrong decisions and feeds your bad habits, selfdoubt, frustration, etc I was very sad one day and it felt like I was consumed by all the bad thoughts this inner demon brought with it. Sometimes when you feel down then life finds a way to kick you even more... BUT somehow it will also find a way and help you to withstand those attacks! Writing this song helped me overcome my sadness and soothed some parts of the pain. ❗ "Music is the heal no matter who you are" ❤ ❗ Don't give in to your inner demons 💪 Thank you for listening 🙏 👍 like 🚶♂️ follow @roshibeatsu Also available on: 🟢 Spotify 🍎 Apple Music 🌳 AmazonMP3 🐱👤 etc... ❗ AND... If you feel a weeee bit sad now then the song "Bittersweet" by Electric Hood is the perfect feel good song after this one... Just sayin' 🙃 (just super saiyan pfohsöjdaoiufhdspiuhgdfsg🦸♂️) © Song Lyrics Copyright Roshibeatsu ❤ Song Lyrics: [VERSE] Friends all around, getting way ahead, While I’m stuck with bad thoughts in my head instead. Wasting time overthinking every little move, I’ve got the drive but not many roads left to choose. Plans laid out, but they’re gathering dust, I’ve almost lost the fire and what's left ain't enough, Lazy mornings turn to wasted days, The spark’s still there, just lost in the haze. [BRIDGE] I’m my own worst enemy, tearing at my dreams, Lost in doubt and distracted by so many things. Can’t kick myself into gear, I stand in my own way, But the struggle’s part of becoming who I am today. [CHORUS] Life’s been shoving, throwing me to the side, With every hit, I feel every single demon rise. Bad thoughts creeping, whispering in my head, Until I crack, becoming the thing I dread. [VERSE 2] I see success through someone else’s eyes, I feel the distance, but I can’t cut the ties. Every step they take feels like a shove, A reminder that they’ve been standing above. Ideas born, but they die in my hands, I’m the king of building empty plans. The rage is simmering, waiting to explode, A ticking time bomb waiting to overload. [BRIDGE] I’m my own worst enemy, tearing at my dreams, Lost in doubt and distracted by so many things. Can’t kick myself into gear, I stand in my own way, But the struggle’s part of becoming who I am today. [CHORUS] Life’s been shoving, throwing me to the side, With every hit, I feel every single demon rise. Bad thoughts creeping, whispering in my head, Until I crack, becoming the thing I dread.
