Nap time

I really can’t think no I run I would hide surrounded with my ego collide. I feel good but at the same time my mind has no time to think cause I’m just boom boom boom get it all done here you go hon serve it up in a bun, not for real though. I can’t even close my eyes and think right now too much too much too much overwhelmed by everything that’s going on as much as I try and keep myself how much still hell overwhelmed why are all my crumbles just colliding? Why do I look in the mirror and think who is this I don’t even know I just need some silence. I need to not think for a sec. I feel so drained that I took a nap for no reason today I don’t ever take a nap and here I am sleeping is always asking me, mama mama mama, and I’m like I didn’t even realize I fell asleep. House is the biggest case in 20 years. I’ve done all the footwork for everybody and I appreciate everybody who stood by my side and that’s actually helping me and I feel like it’s about to happen but man, I think I’m tired. I’ll always conquer all my solutions life will never be a problem in my eyes even if in the moment it hurts because I know I’m striving for paradise so give me my fucking paradise already, bro shit fuck I.