[Verse 1] N at the start of my name N at the end of the lane N in the notes in the margin N when they circle my grade, say "shame" N on the door of the neighbors N in the knot in my chest N in the nights I was hungry N in the "nah" when they said I'm blessed [Chorus] N is for nothing you know N is the word they don't show N in the cracks in the code N in the weight of the load N is for never let go N in the "no" that I own N in the nerve and the soul N is the mark on the stone (yeah) [Verse 2] N in the north of the map N in the nail in the back N in the name that they twisted N in the net that they cast, that trap N on the note they ignore N in the narrowest door N in the numb in my jaw from biting my tongue on the floor [Chorus] N is for nothing you know N is the word they don't show N in the cracks in the code N in the weight of the load N is for never let go N in the "no" that I own N in the nerve and the soul N is the mark on the stone (uh) [Bridge] N in the neon of "nope" N in the needle of hope N when I nurture the pain turn it to nectar I sip, then grow [Chorus] N is for nothing you know N is the word they don't show N in the cracks in the code N in the weight of the load N is for never let go N in the "no" that I own N in the nerve and the soul N is the mark on the stone