If I’m honest

[Intro] Yeah… Mm, mm Late night thoughts talkin’ again You know how that go… [Chorus] If I’m honest, I still miss the way you call my name Say you movin’ on, but you still feel the same I been tryna heal, but this shit don’t fade Every love song hurt when it start soundin’ like pain If I’m honest, I been pourin’ liquor just to sleep Smilin’ in they face, but I’m broken underneath I don’t wanna love, but my heart too weak Yeah, I act strong, but you still got me [Verse 1] I been fightin’ demons I don’t ever show Told you I was cool, but you never know Every time you leave, it feel like déjà vu Say you done for real, but you still come through I gave you my trust, I gave you my soul You gave me your love, then you let it go Now I’m stuck in my head, tryna let it make sense Why the ones that I love always hurt me the most? Maybe I loved you a little too hard Maybe you left ‘cause I let down my guard But if you ever feel alone at night Just know I’m prayin’ you be alright [Chorus] If I’m honest, I still miss the way you call my name Say you movin’ on, but you still feel the same I been tryna heal, but this shit don’t fade Every love song hurt when it start soundin’ like pain If I’m honest, I been pourin’ liquor just to sleep Smilin’ in they face, but I’m broken underneath I don’t wanna love, but my heart too weak Yeah, I act strong, but you still got me [Verse 2] I remember nights you was cryin’ on my chest Said I was different, said I wasn’t like the rest Now you out here postin’ like you finally free But I know them captions really meant for me I ain’t perfect, I admit my flaws I tried to love you while I fight my wars If loving you was my biggest sin I’d still do it all again If I’m honest, I still miss the way you call my name Even after all the tears and all the pain I been tryna heal, but my heart still aches Guess some love scars never fade away Yeah… Guess some love scars never fade away…