[INTRO] The unhealed and the Archonic narcissistic energy surrounding certain individuals has become increasingly INHOSPITABLE, DOWNRIGHT DESPICABLE, and fundamentally incompatible with my values. Understand something: **I didn't become UN-FUCK-WITHABLE overnight.** I reached this point through experience, disappointment, betrayal, observation, and repeatedly discovering that loyalty, compassion, honesty, and good intentions are not necessarily reciprocated. I have learned that being understanding doesn't mean accepting disrespect. Being loyal doesn't mean surrendering my dignity. Being forgiving doesn't mean providing someone with unlimited opportunities to repeat the same behavior. **I am no longer confusing someone's access to me with their entitlement to me.** FRANKIE RAE — THE VALUE OF LOYALTY TAKEN FOR GRANTED Frankie Rae, what has become particularly disappointing is the perceived contradiction between affection, emotional closeness, declarations of love, and the unwillingness to establish a mutually understood relationship. You can identify as an asexual lesbian. That is your personal identity and your prerogative. But that doesn't erase the importance of honesty, consideration, consistency, and accountability toward someone who has invested genuine LOVE, loyalty and emotional value. What hurts isn't your identity. It's feeling that my loyalty, intentions, values, and emotional investment have been taken for granted. I refuse to keep confusing emotional attachment with reciprocal commitment. FRANK BERRY — Narcissistic Archonic Arrogant Pathological Lying False Accuser and Delusional Psychotic Verbal Abuser! Regarding Frank Berry, I reject what I perceive as narcissistic arrogance, manipulation, verbal abuse, false accusations, and attempts to control or undermine my credibility. I will not accept being portrayed as the problem for demanding answers about matters affecting my identity, property, correspondence, and personal affairs. DELFIA DENISSE BERRY — THE CONFLICT AND CONTENTION - as well as THE IDENTITY, MAIL, AND BANK-CARD ISSUES! Regarding Delfia Denisse Berry, I have become equally unwilling to participate in what I perceive as slanderous, contentious, and psychologically manipulative interactions. I have no interest in perpetual conflict, manufactured misunderstandings, character attacks, or mind games, mail and identity theft, slander or defamation of character. I will not volunteer my peace to people who appear to thrive on discord. I have serious unresolved concerns involving mail, identity-related matters, and missing bank cards. These matters deserve documentation, accountability, and appropriate investigation rather than intimidation, accusations, or psychological games. THE FINAL REALIZATION Here's the distinction: I am not becoming cruel. I am becoming discerning. I am not becoming heartless. I am becoming protective of where my heart, time, loyalty, and energy are invested. I am not surrendering my voice. I am refusing to waste it on endless arguments with people unwilling to engage honestly. I am not seeking revenge. I am seeking accountability, truth, and the restoration of my peace. UN-FUCK-WITHABLE DOES NOT MEAN UNTOUCHABLE. IT MEANS UNAVAILABLE FOR THE SAME OLD BULLSHIT NEGATIVE FEEDBACK LOOPS No more confusing manipulation with affection. No more confusing accusations with evidence. No more confusing control with love. No more confusing my patience with permission. No more allowing other people's unresolved conflicts AND TRAUMA to become my identity. I have my own path, my own values, my own creative purpose, and my own life to build. MY LOYALTY IS A PRIVILEGE. MY PEACE IS NOT NEGOTIABLE. MY DIGNITY IS NOT UP FOR AUCTION. And that's not an ultimatum. THAT'S A BOUNDARY. I BECAME UN-FUCK-WITHABLE; AND IT'S NOT AQUITABLE - THE UN HEALED AND THE ARCHONIC NARCISSISTIC'S ENERGY IS INHOSPITABLE, AND DOWN RIGHT DESPICABLE; " - — :peter-jason of the :helfrich clan Getting this all off my chest and releasing what doesn't serve me or deserve me! [Coda]
