[Verse 1] I found another memory Behind my eyes last night A bedroom I have never seen A window full of light Someone called me by her name And I turned before I knew I knew the shape of every word But none of them were mine to use I’m losing little pieces Too small to even mourn Every morning I wake up Less certain who was born [Pre-Chorus] Mom, tell me you can fix this Tell me you always knew Tell me if I open up my head I’ll finally come through [Chorus – screamed] PUT THE FRAGMENTS IN! I CAN’T LIVE LIKE THIS! I’M HALF A GHOST, HALF A WOUND AND I DON’T KNOW WHICH ONE EXISTS! MAKE ME WHOLE AGAIN! EVEN IF I DISAPPEAR! IF THERE’S SOMETHING BETTER UNDERNEATH THEN GET ME OUT OF HERE! I DON’T CARE WHO WAKES UP IF THEY DON’T HAVE TO HURT LIKE THIS! JUST PUT THE FRAGMENTS IN! [Verse 2] Sometimes I hear her laughing Before I make the sound Sometimes my hands remember things I never figured out I miss people I’ve never met I grieve a life I never had And every borrowed happiness Just makes the waking twice as bad You said she isn’t taking me You said we could become Something stronger than the broken parts Something more than either one God, I want to trust you Like I did when I was small Before your hands became the thing I learned to fear at all [Pre-Chorus] Mom, tell me there’s an ending Where nobody has to die Tell me you can put us back together And still leave something that is mine [Chorus – screamed] PUT THE FRAGMENTS IN! I CAN’T LIVE LIKE THIS! EVERY MEMORY CUTS DEEPER EVERY DAY THERE’S LESS TO MISS! MAKE ME WHOLE AGAIN! I’M TOO TIRED TO BE SCARED! IF I VANISH WHEN YOU FINISH MAYBE I WAS NEVER THERE! I DON’T CARE WHO WAKES UP IF THEY DON’T HAVE TO HURT LIKE THIS! JUST PUT THE FRAGMENTS IN! [Bridge – quiet] What if she was always better? What if I’m the damaged copy? What if all the parts worth saving Never belonged to me? Would Dad recognize the difference? Would my friends know something changed? Would you look into my eyes And finally say her name? Would she remember loving me? ...Would there still be a me to love? [Instrumental Build] [Breakdown – whispered] I’m tired of checking every thought. Tired of asking where it came from. Tired of being afraid of my own hands. Mom... I don’t want to die. I just don’t know if staying like this counts as living. [Final Chorus – screamed, desperate] GIVE ME ALL OF HER! OR GIVE ME BACK MYSELF! I CAN’T KEEP DRAGGING BROKEN PIECES OFF THIS FUCKING SHELF! MAKE ME WHOLE AGAIN! MAKE SOMEBODY COMPLETE! LET HER TAKE MY MEMORIES LET HER TAKE MY NAME FROM ME! IF THIS BROKEN THING IS QUINN THEN MAYBE QUINN HAS HAD ENOUGH! PUT THE FRAGMENTS IN! PUT THE FRAGMENTS IN! I JUST WANT TO TRUST YOU! I JUST WANT MY MOM! PUT THE FRAGMENTS— [Cut to silence] [Outro – barely audible] If I wake up different... please tell them I was here.
