
It’s not hunger. (remix) adore, ajar,
**Song Title: ajar** *(Liminal Nightmare Realm Soundtrack)* **Tempo:** 82 BPM | **Key:** C# minor | **Time:** 6/8 (swung) --- ### **[Intro – 0:00–0:24]** *(Soft tape hiss, distant vinyl crackle, single muted kick every 4 bars)* **Whispered (dry, close-mic):** ajar… ajar… This may be the soundtrack to my dreamscape liminal nightmare realm… --- ### **[Verse 1 – 0:24–1:12]** *(Sub-bass enters, filtered <200 Hz, hi-hat ghost notes)* Longing to **be** is all it echoes at me… I long **too**. Be a **door**. A **doored**. I **wanna**. I **gotta**. Be a. See a. Freedom all through—just needs a **door**. I long, **too**. Dream fuse… ensued… Nestled in **someday**… I don’t have to deny my **heart**… **Adored** in my dreams— a **door**, a **doored** in my dreams… **ajar** is liminal coming here for **me**. *(Reverb tail 2s on “me”)* --- ### **[Pre-Chorus – 1:12–1:36]** *(Kick drops in, muted; snare on 3)* Longing **to**, being **to**, longing **through**… Dream **too**, deem **true**… I **gotta** be a **door**. --- ### **[Chorus – 1:36–2:12]** *(Full drums, distorted bass, tape saturation)* **I wanna, I gotta**— **I want to, I need to, too**— **ajar**. **Freedom, too**. Dream **school**, dream **soothe**— or ordinary and precarious **curious cure**… *cute*. *(Layered backing: “cute… cute… cute…” with 1/4 delay)* --- ### **[Verse 2 – 2:12–3:00]** *(LFO filter sweep 1–2 kHz, glitch vocal chops)* **Pre-came, pre-said, pre-naid** **Pre-fate, pre-take, pre-shake** **Pre-vape, pre-make**—**make make make** **Pre-justice** is **pre-fate** **Precog cognition** is **angst fate** **False hate**, real **late** Take **shade**, make **waves** **Bat bait**—**ha he hate hate hate** **Kill shame**, kill **names** **Games and takes and plays** All laid in **murderous** for **fun**— It’s all the **blame**, all the **rage** All the **nu-uhs** were on **write** **Good**, I’m **here**—**misunderstood**. Under the **drud**, **dude**— **Druid nighttime nightmare fluid** For **stupid**, for **soothe**— **Oh lord**, we’ve **come and had and made** And **oh me**—look at **that**. Look at—look at **that**, **oh my**—it’s **at**. Nighttime **dreary**, fight **hindsight** misery… I’m **here**, **ye**, **yay**— **Be the simple change** **Be the laid maiden sage** **You got this**—**hame game**— **You are the way**. --- ### **[Spoken Interlude – 3:00–3:24]** *(Voice dry, close; drums drop to hi-hat only)* Fridge light, **cold** Heart, **background noise** No drama—just **interference** Love is a **login** that **expires** Anger is a **like** that never **lands** *(Echo: “Love… love… love…” fading)* --- ### **[Break – 3:24–3:48]** *(Bass drops out; hi-hat + distant metallic echo, 4s reverb tail)* **Some pray, some post** **I pass** I walk to the **pulse of the bass** Through **dirty glass** and voices that sound like **ads** --- ### **[Verse 3 – 3:48–4:24]** *(Distorted bass re-enters, tape saturation, slow LFO sweep)* I don’t want **redemption** I don’t buy **revolutions** I don’t even want **silence** **Just one minute** without being **evaluated** *(Plate reverb 20% on “evaluated”, 1s tail)* --- ### **[Bridge – 4:24–5:12]** *(Kick filtered, reversed hi-hats every 8 bars, glitch textures 3/16 ping-pong)* The **bass** goes **on** Like a **tired organ** Each **kick**—a **thought** that **drops** Each **snare**—a **door** shutting They say: **hold on, hold on, hold on** But there’s **nothing left** to **hold** Only **hands**, and an **echo** that **won’t come back** --- ### **[Outro – 5:12–6:00]** *(Bass/drums fade, vinyl crackle + low C# drone)* Maybe we’re not **dead**—we’re **zombies** Just **offline** for too **long** Maybe it’s not **apathy** Just **soul economy** *(1/4 ping-pong delay on “economy”)* *(Synth pad fades with LPF to 1 kHz)* I don’t **scream** I don’t **fall** I **stay** **Without reason** **Whisper (lower):** **Civil status: Nothing** *(“Nothing” stretched 10s reverb tail → tape hiss → 2s silence)* --- **End.**

