Colder

Copyright L0stKydz, all rights reserved [Verse] I wake up at night, and I stare at the sky. This ceiling of mine is filled with words in my mind. Letters fighting, making words I can see. Colliding pendulums, the sparks lighting the room. Clashing with memories I thought I outgrew. Banging on the door, holding questions that will never conclude. Contradicting with the feelings that formed under verbal abuse. (I guess that I’m you…) And I’m guessing you too… Falling in line with a father like you… Violence okay? Yeah, I get it from you… Leave and repeat? Oh, I get it from you… Calling it love? Cause, I get it from you… [Instrumental] [Pre-Chorus] Every excuse I use sounds familiar now I left your home, still stuck in a familiar house I tried to reconfigure my thoughts around A better place, a better state of mind Better state your mind… [Chrous] Oh! It's colder! In the home you built. But the soldiers seek to reach you again. Causing chaos before, making sounds in my head. Singing— Oh!— It’s colder! [Instrumental] Oh! It's colder! For the human inside Stuck in the process Of becoming a devil or staying alive [Instrumental] [Verse] With the fabric, he’s covering up tragic sequences Masking the damage beneath this tattered heritage Turning this catastrophe into our crafted appearances Calling it healing while dodging the consequences Hiding the evidence, providing this severance, (Between Us) [Instrumental] He keeps telling me, “Hold yourself accountable.” [Instrumental] Behind curtains where the truth remains inaudible [Instrumental] While every loose string says the opposite is probable [Instrumental] And for a second— (I believed him) I almost mistook conviction! for integrity! An addiction! For a recipe! (Rest in peace) Our depiction of a loving family… This surrender! towards serenity! Am I all there? (I don’t really know…) [Bridge] I’ll be the boy Who catches flames, Be the one who takes the blame. Be the one in silence… I’ll be the boy, Be the one who bled in the chains, Be the one locked in this cage. Be the one silenced… So all that I can give, Is the love you think this is… [Chrous] Oh! It's colder! In the home you built. But the soldiers seek to reach you again. Causing chaos before, making sounds in my head. Singing— Oh!— It’s colder! [Instrumental] Oh! It's colder! For the human inside Stuck in the process Of becoming a devil or staying alive [Instrumental]