Am I Insane?

Copyright ©2025 cupcaketheunigirl -------------------------------------------- [intro] Mhm Mhm Oh no.. [Verse 1] I wanna stand up for myself, I wanna show the world I'm not just a loser I'm tryna help you, but you make it my fault I keep getting hurt when I really should just move on [Chorus] Am I insane? For wanting to be a leader not to follow Am I insane For wanting to be more then tomorrow Am I insane oh no cause i want to help But it's hurting me when I Screw up it's putting me in despair oh Am I insane.... For trying my best? [Verse 2] I was so caught up and trying to make you happy So caught up and trying to be perfect So caught up in my mind But I honestly just need to find a way to stay out of this mess Because anxiety doesn't help And I never end up thinking first I try to but whats the point anymore? [Chorus] Am I insane? For wanting to be a leader not to follow Am I insane For wanting to be more then tomorrow Am I insane oh no cause i want to help But it's hurting me when I Screw up it's putting me in despair oh Am I insane.... For trying my best? [Bridge] I wish I could be better I wish my secrets didn't consume me I wish I could stop living a lie And always want to read my Bible thirst for God's word But I don't know whats wrong with me I try my best I hear what they are teaching My life just stays off track When I think.. Oh a new friend.. 1-2-3 they're gone Why did I even try? [ final Chorus] Am I insane? For wanting to be a leader not follow Am I insane For wanting to be more then tomorrow Am I insane oh no cause i want to help But it's hurting me when I Screw up it's putting me in despair oh Am I insane.... For trying my best? For trying my best.. My best..