January Blue

[Verse 1] Calendar flipped But it feels the same Same chipped mug Same cold train All these fireworks they promised Left ashes in my shoes Guess I carried last year Into January blue [Chorus] January blue Hits different in the quiet When every little promise Sounds like someone else’s choir I’m standing in the doorway Of a year I never knew Hands in empty pockets Full of January blue [Verse 2] Friends making lists like a magic spell New gym shoes Clean hotel I just changed the bedsheets And stared right through the room Dust on the windowsill Caught in January blue [Chorus] [Bridge] Maybe I don’t need a brand-new name [low vocal register] Maybe it’s fine just staying the same [whispered vocals] Breathe in the doubt Breathe it back out Let a tiny seed of something true Push through January blue [Chorus]