The sun came up… and so did I… I'm done with doom… I'm gonna thrive… I woke up and I chose to not fight, today. tomorrow we'll see. I made my coffee, I felt sorta alright, Tried to let it all go, and to just be. I opened the window, let the light pour in, and I swear I heard my nervous system win. I saw a dog and I said "hello," he wagged his tail like he already knows, the world is weird but I'm still here, and I'm not surrendering my joy to fear. I feel the sunshine hit my brain, and suddenly I'm feral again. PUPPY DOGS! RAINBOWS! SUNSHINE! LET’S GO! SUN! SHINE! I’M GONNA LOVE THIS LIFE TILL I LOSE CONTROL! FLOWERS BLOOM! EMPATHY! HEART WIDE OPEN! HUG! THE! WORLD! THIS IS MY VIOLENT PEACE NOW LET’S GO! GO! GO! LET'S HAVE SOME FUN! I texted back with calm today, I didn't panic or run away, I drank some water like a stable queen, who am I… and what does it mean? I bought fruit like a maniac, then I ate it like I don't want my sadness back, I lit a candle for the vibes alone, and for one whole minute… I felt at home. If the world burns… I won't go cold… I'll hold my joy… and not let go… PUPPY DOGS! RAINBOWS! SUNSHINE! LET’S GO! SUN! SHINE! I’M GONNA LOVE THIS LIFE TILL I LOSE CONTROL! FLOWERS BLOOM! EMPATHY! HEART WIDE OPEN! HUG! THE! WORLD! THIS IS MY VIOLENT PEACE NOW LET’S GO! GO! GO! LET'S HAVE SOME FUN! I. WILL. PET. THE. DOG. I. WILL. SMELL. THE. ROSE. I. WILL. TOUCH. GRASS. AND. NOBODY. NEEDS. TO. KNOW. and if my heart gets heavy… I'll carry it with grace… or try to anyway. PUPPY DOGS! RAINBOWS! SUNSHINE! LET’S GO! SUN! SHINE! I’M GONNA LOVE THIS LIFE TILL I LOSE CONTROL! FLOWERS BLOOM! EMPATHY! HEART WIDE OPEN! HUG! THE! WORLD! THIS IS MY VIOLENT PEACE NOW LET’S GO! GO! GO! LET'S HAVE SOME FUN!
