You dont want this life

[Intro] Yeah… Rain hit the windshield, lights smear like ghosts Cold nights up north, breath hang in the smoke They glamorize the grind, think it’s all fast cash— You don’t want this life… this shit don’t last [Verse 1] Cold coffee, no sleep, hoodie still damp Hear sirens in the distance, got me movin’ like a stampede Every shadow feel alive, every glance feel off Paranoid as hell, keep my back to the wall Stomach in knots, ain’t ate since yesterday Had to boost from the store just to keep the pain away Pocket full of blood money, hands don’t feel clean Every dollar got a face, every face in my dreams I done crossed lines I can’t redraw Now I flinch every time I see a black-and-white car Neighbors peekin’ through blinds like they know my name Whole block feel tight like it’s in on the game Nose still burnin’, yeah I’m back on that shit Say I’m done every time but I relapse quick Tryna numb what I did, but it bleed right through Every high wear off, now I’m stuck with the truth [Hook] You don’t want this life, it ain’t what it seem All gas, no brakes, chasin’ broke-ass dreams Dirty money stack, but it cost too much Got your soul in a vice, yeah it grip so rough You don’t want this life, I’m tellin’ you straight Every move you make feel like it’s too late Lookin’ over your shoulder every step you take One slip, one mistake, that’s all it take [Verse 2] Rain soak through my Chucks, socks cold as hell Duckin’ under awnings like I’m hidin’ from myself Got a burner in the bag, but I hate that weight Every choice I made just sealed my fate Homie got knocked, now he facin’ them years Same dude I was ridin’ with, drinkin’ them beers Now his mama cryin’, I ain’t answer her call What the fuck I say? I ain’t shit at all I done jacked rides just to get away clean Hit the gas, heart pound, hear the engine scream Lights in the rear got me swervin’ through lanes One wrong turn, I’m in cuffs, in chains And these women I meet, yeah they love the thrill Till they see how dark this life get for real They dip real quick when the vibe turn cold Ain’t nobody stay when the truth unfold [Hook] You don’t want this life, it ain’t what it seem All gas, no brakes, chasin’ broke-ass dreams Dirty money stack, but it cost too much Got your soul in a vice, yeah it grip so rough You don’t want this life, I’m tellin’ you straight Every move you make feel like it’s too late Lookin’ over your shoulder every step you take One slip, one mistake, that’s all it take [Bridge] Streetlights flicker through the evergreen haze Everything quiet but my mind in a blaze I can’t shut it off, I can’t slow it down Even in a crowd, I don’t feel no sound [Verse 3] Back in a trap with the windows taped Tryna stay low but I’m feelin’ exposed Countin’ up cash that I can’t even spend ‘Cause the second I flex, that’s the fuckin’ end Every knock on the door got me grabbin’ steel Every creak in the floor got me ready to peel This ain’t power, this ain’t pride, this fear Livin’ every day like the end is near I ain’t glorifyin’ shit, I’m warnin’ you now This road look sweet till it drag you down From the outside lookin’, yeah it might look fly— But inside this life… you just waitin’ to die [Outro] Yeah… Rain keep fallin’… Sirens keep callin’… You don’t want this life… Not at all…