Scream

A brief moment calls everything into question. Images I still carry with me to this day. Was it my fault or not? Over time, that question loses its significance. I hold my breath and everything goes quiet. Is this the life I want? What does it take to be happy? As so often, I have no answer and scream inside. A moment that destroys everything. Why on earth didn’t I listen? Now the shards of reason lie scattered there. I start picking them up and look toward the future. I hold my breath and everything goes quiet. Is this the life I want? What does it take to be happy? As so often, I have no answer and scream inside myself. Should I throw it all away and start over? I’m not sure if I can. Do I have to lose everything to find myself? I feel like I’m going blind from the pain. I hold my breath and everything goes quiet. Is this the life I want? What does it take to be happy? As so often, I have no answer and scream inside myself.