[Verse 1] I drove past your place again Just to see who'd moved the chair Your window held a pale gold square Like you still lived in there I know it’s sick, I know it’s true I keep a count of all your signs Two coffee cups, one dented glove I read the whole scene in my mind [Pre-Chorus] And I hate that I still look For your shape in every room I tell myself I’m over it Then I circle back too soon [Chorus] I’m not okay, I’m not okay I keep your shadow on replay (keep your shadow on replay) I’m not okay, I’m not okay I want the hurt, I want the blame (I want the blame) [Verse 2] Your voice still wakes up in my chest Like a phone I never turned off I say your name under my breath Till the hard edge starts to soften I watched the rain on painted lanes Like it knew what I won’t say That I still miss the way you left And I hate myself that way [Pre-Chorus] And I hate that I still look For your shape in every room I tell myself I’m over it Then I circle back too soon [Chorus] I’m not okay, I’m not okay I keep your shadow on replay (keep your shadow on replay) I’m not okay, I’m not okay I want the hurt, I want the blame (I want the blame) [Bridge] If I confess, I confess too much I made a shrine out of the dust I touched the lock, I kept the key Like guilt was something made for me And every road leads back to you Every red brake light feels like truth I’m still the man who won’t let go Even when I know [Final Chorus] I’m not okay, I’m not okay I keep your shadow on replay (keep your shadow on replay) I’m not okay, I’m not okay I want the hurt, I want the blame (I want the blame) I’m not okay, I’m not okay I follow ghosts till morning stays (till morning stays)
