[I Don’t Live Here Anymore” (Devastating Breakup Ballad)] [ intro soft piano stnth ] [Verse 1] The house is quiet in a way that hurts Like even the walls don’t wanna speak your words I still walk past your favourite cup Like it might still be warm if I don’t look up I still say “we” when I mean “me” Still set two plates out half asleep And I hate how my hands keep reaching For a love that won’t reach back to me [Pre-Chorus] You said “it’s not that deep” But it’s deep enough to drown And you said “you’ll be okay” Like you didn’t put me down [Chorus] Now I don’t live here anymore Not in my skin, not in my bones You took the light out of my chest And left me trying to feel at home I’m breathing but I’m not alive I’m smiling but it’s just a show ‘Cause you were my “forever” And you let me go like I was nothing Like I was nothing to hold [Verse 2] I packed your name into a box With all the promises you forgot I tried to throw it all away But my heart keeps dragging it back I still defend you to my friends Like losing you was my amends Like I deserved the way you vanished Like love was something I had to earn [Pre-Chorus] And I keep checking for a sign Like you’ll come back and change your mind But the only thing you ever gave me Was silence dressed up as “I’m fine” [Chorus] Now I don’t live here anymore Not in my skin, not in my bones You took the light out of my chest And left me trying to feel at home I’m breathing but I’m not alive I’m laughing but it’s just for show ‘Cause you were my “forever” And you let me go like I was nothing Like I was nothing to hold [Bridge] (breaking point / big emotional lift) If love is meant to save you Why did I feel so small? I was screaming in the quiet While you slept through it all And maybe you don’t miss me Maybe you never did Maybe I was just a chapter You got bored of in the middle of it So tell me how you did it How you turned your heart to stone How you walked away so easy Like I wasn’t your home [Final Chorus] (big, destroyed, full belt) Now I don’t live here anymore Not in my skin, not in my bones You took the air right out my lungs And left me dying slow alone I’m trying not to call your name But it’s the only thing I know ‘Cause you were my “forever” And you let me go like I was nothing… Like I was nothing to hold [Outro] (soft / shattered) I keep pretending I’m okay… But I don’t live here anymore ..