[STY:EmoRap/DrkInd/AltHip/AtmosEmo/LoFi/AmbTrap/Grng] [LAW:Emot>Cmpx|Feel>Prs|Spc>Dens|Grv>Loud|Hum>Grid] [ARC:In>Tns>Lft>Col>Cnf>Pk>Dis] [GLB:86BPM|Fmin|Aeol+MinPent|4/4|HT|Sw5%|HumPck] [KY:Fmin|F,G,Ab,Bb,C,Db,Eb|T:Gb|Tg:1,b3,4,5,b6,b7,9] [HM:Fm(add9)-Dbmaj7-Ab-Ebsus2|Fm9-Dbmaj7-Cm7-Eb] [GRS:K/SN/VX|push/pull|rests|vrs→k/riff|phr→ans→spc] [CAD:RAP|MRAP|SING|cross|HLD/CUT/SPC] [RIFF:R1-R8] [RLOCK:R1 ID|R2 V|R4 CH|R7 IMP|var reg,dns,voi] [FCR:I|Fm9|Dbmaj|Ab8|Ebdec V1|PRE|CH|V2|BR|IMP|FIN|OUT] [RG:cln|PM|op|dist|mid/hi|HPF] [LG:sp|bnd|sld|hrm|vb|phr→ps→ans] [BS:4st|DGCF|fing|DI|B1-B8] [DR:hyb|K|SN|HH|gh|F1-F6] [PAD:warm|LP|op|atkv|rel|PAD2] [INST:RG=h|LG=r|BS=b|808=sub|DR=p|PAD=at|VX=pr] [808:S1-S6|mono|rt/oct/5|duck|sat|cntr] [HUM:mic|att|drft|brth|nodup|nrc] [VX:darkv|clsmc|MID|DBLCH|LOW|HI] [MIX:VXfr|808m|BSlm|RGst|PADhpf|dly] [REAL:HumSt|Pl|NoAm|NoAI] [Intro|Lat:Iso|Dyn:25] [808:sngl F2|PAD narrow|RG R1|LG hrm|VX WHSP] I keep the lights off when I can’t sleep Like the dark might keep you from finding me I hear the pipes shake inside these walls And swear I can hear you through them all [Verse1|Lat:Nmb|Dyn:40] [808:S1 F2 rst|DR HT|RG mut|BS rt|VX RAP] I stopped checking my phone around midnight Stopped making excuses for the same old fight You said, “Don’t leave,” like that fixed what you did I said, “I’m fine,” and swallowed the shit Now every room feels two inches too small I walk past the sink and stare at the wall There’s water on my hands, I don’t know why I keep wiping them off like I can dry out my mind [Pre|Lat:Anx|Dyn:58] [808:F-C|HH|PAD op|RG R3|LG ans] Maybe I learned how to hold my breath So long I forgot what breathing meant And if I tell the truth, I’m scared you’ll hear How badly I still want you here [Chorus|Lat:Lng|Dyn:80] [808:S2 F1/2|K/SN|RG R4|PAD wid|VX SING+DBL] I’m drowning in a room full of air Still reaching for somebody who isn’t there I know your name ain’t a life raft, but fuck— I keep saying it when I’m going under I’m drowning, and nobody knows I’m smiling with water filling up my throat If you pull me out, I might fall back in ’Cause part of me still wants this to begin [Verse2|Lat:Sprl|Dyn:50] [808:S1 rt→b3|BS|DR K|RG R2v|LG ans] I took your picture down last Sunday Left the nail there like I needed proof I told my friends that I finally moved on Then drove three hours just to pass your street Didn’t knock, didn’t call, just sat there Watching rain crawl sideways down the windshield God, I hate how honest the silence gets When there’s nobody left to impress You weren’t the only thing that hurt me I was fucking good at helping you do it Every warning sign became background noise Every “never again” became another excuse [Pre2|Lat:Cnf|Dyn:65] [808:F-C|PAD|DR F1|LG bnd] I don’t miss the fight I miss who I was before it That’s the part I can’t admit I don’t know how to mourn it [Chorus|Lat:Dsp|Dyn:82] [808:S2 Fm-Db-Ab-Eb|oct drop] I’m drowning in a room full of air Still reaching for somebody who isn’t there I know your name ain’t a life raft, but fuck— I keep saying it when I’m going under I’m drowning, and nobody knows I’m smiling with water filling up my throat If you pull me out, I might fall back in ’Cause part of me still wants this to begin [Bridge|Lat:Col|Dyn:20>45] [808:S3 rst|DR rim|RG arp|PAD dry|VX WHSP>SING] I don’t need you to save me tonight I need you to hear me without making it right I was there I was scared I stayed anyway And that’s the truth I kept washing away [Impact|Lat:Rls|Dyn:90] [DROP:silence|808 S5 dist|DR F6-K/SN|RG R7|LG fd|PAD sat] So let it fucking hit me— Every memory. Every lie. Every time I called it love Because I couldn’t call it what it was. [Final Chorus|Lat:Pk|Dyn:95] [808:S2/S5|oct exp|K lck|BS hi|RG R4+8|LG bnd|PAD wid] I’m drowning in a room full of air But this time I know why I’m still there I don’t need your hands to pull me under I don’t need your voice to make me suffer I’m drowning, but I finally know The water wasn’t you—it was letting go If I crawl out, I might shake, I might bend But I won’t call the bottom home again [Outro|Lat:Dis|Dyn:25>0] [808:S6 F-Eb-Db|tape|PAD fad|VX WHSP/HUM] I can breathe I can breathe …I think I can fuckin’ breathe [808 silence]
