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Am I Still Alive? (Remastered)

V5

[Intro] [Initialize_Cold_Pulse] [Deep, distorted synth bass pulse] [Dry, repetitive electronic drum] [Verse 1] [Input: Mirror_Check] [Vocals: Spoken-singing style, very articulated] I step closer now, I look at my face, In the mirror I can’t find my place, Heavy eyes, loose lips, a falling stare, I don’t know… am I still there? [Chorus] [Run: Survival_Stasis] [Synth becomes more aggressive] I don’t know if I’m still alive, Just walk away, let my heart drive, But I only accept this life when I drink, My sleep lies in ruins, I’m too weak to think… [Verse 2] [Scan: Street_Deceit] [Rhythm remains relentless and cold] Rust in my joints as I walk the street, The world shines bright in ads and deceit, Smiling faces, hollow inside, What’s the use? No hunger satisfied, [Chorus] [Execution: Sinking_State] I don’t know if I’m still alive, Just walk away, let my heart drive, But I only accept this life when I drink, My wounded soul drifts off as I sink… [Bridge] [Module: Pressure_Point] [Music swells with dark orchestral synths] My love’s losing ground, tell me what can I do? Doves at the end of their flight, craving blue, Pressure building up, a job that consumes, How not to run toward artificial blooms? [Chorus] [Maximum_Vibration] [Powerful, rhythmic chanting] I don’t know if I’m still alive, Just walk away, let my heart drive, But I only accept this life when I drink, Still I wish I could live… otherwise (otherwise, otherwise) [Outro] [Exit_Sequence: Fatal_Delight] [Music starts to dissolve into white noise] But how can I see, and how not to drown? Oh, this world gets me drunk, drags me down, Oh, I choose this fatal delight, Just to see the world… otherwise… tonight. [Status: Fade_to_Grey] [Rhythm stops, final synth drone] [End]