[Verse 1] Weeks of sleeping through the night, Picking up the pieces, learning how to feel alright Morning coffee, little wins, checking off my days, Finally found a rhythm in this brand new phase I don't reach for your name when silence fills the room I let the seasons change without expecting you Thought I'd closed the chapter, left it where it ends Then tonight your memory slipped in like an old friend [Pre-Chorus] Now I'm staring at the ceiling asking, "What is this?" Did my heart forget or did the planets shift? [Chorus] I've been doing fine for weeks now, Breathing easy somehow So why do I miss somebody I used to know so well? Is this a relapse or Mercury retrograde? Or just old echoes that never really fade? I don't know if I want you back Or if I just miss whatever we had [Verse 2] Why did I have to see you on my SNS tonight? One little photo pulled me back without a fight Now I'm remembering the late night conversations, The good mornings, all the the inside jokes Funny how one glimpse can bring it all to life, The laughs, the silence, every almost, every why I'm not reaching out, I'm not asking fate for more, Just wondering if I ever cross your mind [Bridge] Maybe I miss the way you fit into my days Talking to you somehow colored all the grays If the stars are playing tricks, they'll settle soon enough If it's grief in a different coat, I'll let it brush me off Missing you does not erase how far I've come [Final Chorus] I've been doing fine for six months now Living my best life one sunrise at a time, Even if today feels out of line I miss somebody I don't know anymore Maybe it's the rainy season, or maybe Mercury's to blame I don't know if I want us back, Or if the memories are enough So I'll let this feeling visit then quietly leave Some people become chapters we never stop reading I'll carry what we were, but I'll keep walking on
