Track 9: Say My Name Like It Hurts

[Intro] You still feel it? …when it gets quiet? That pull. That sickness. Say my fucking name again. [Verse 1] Red lights bleeding through the hotel blinds, Smoke in your lungs and my hands on your spine. Your heartbeat stutters when you look at me- Like you already know how this shit ends. I don’t sleep much. I just replay damage. Your fingerprints still live inside the static. Every room smells like sweat and sex, Cheap perfume and bad regrets. Every time you leave- I lose my mind, Then crawl right back when you ruin me right. Again… and... again… [Pre-Chorus] You pull me close just to disappear. That’s the part I feel the most. You fuck me up then call it love- Like destruction was the fucking point. [Chorus] SAY MY NAME LIKE IT HURTS- Like you mean every scar! Like the world’s gonna end if we ever fall apart! I WANNA FEEL YOU BREAK- I wanna watch you burn! If love’s a loaded weapon- then pull it ‘til it hurts! IT FUCKING HURTS! [Verse 2] You taste like bad decisions and gasoline, Black lipstick kisses on a broken screen. I know exactly how this story ends- But I still spread my legs for the chaos again. Your silence cuts deeper than your teeth, Like abandonment stitched underneath me. You disappear and I start coming undone- Like withdrawal shaking through my blood. I hate the way I still fucking need you, Even after every lie you feed me. You ruin me slow- and I let you, Like my body was built to self-destruct for you. Don’t leave me here… [Breakdown] LOOK AT ME, WHEN I COME APART! You don’t get to fuckin’ run now! SAY.. MY.. NAME!! LIKE.. IT.. FUCKING.. HURTS!!! [Pre-Chorus 2] Tell me I’m toxic.. Tell me I’m a bitch.. Tell me you need me at my worst. You built this hunger inside my chest- Now watch it eat through what’s fucking left!!! [Chorus 2] SAY MY NAME LIKE IT HURTS- Like you can’t let me go! Like your hands still shake every time I lose control! I WANNA FEEL YOU CRASH- I wanna hear you drown! If we’re going to ruin each other- then burn the whole thing down! BURN IT THE FUCK DOWN! [Verse 3] 3 AM and the city still bleeds, Streetlight halos and nicotine. I hear your name in the subway brakes, In every mistake my body makes. You said forever like a loaded lie, Now I replay it every fucking night. Your ghost still scratches inside my ribs- Like love and violence coexist. I’d rather choke beside you than sleep alone in peace. You’re the worst thing that ever happened- And I still need you breathing next to me. I want your fingerprints on my throat, Your voice in my head when I lose control. If this is hell- then let me stay, Because heaven never hit me this way. You still want me… don’t you? [Final Chorus] SAY MY NAME LIKE IT HURTS- Like your heaven’s on fire! Like I’m the only thing dragging you higher! I WANNA FEEL YOU SHAKE- I wanna hear you choke! If love’s the end of everything- Then let the whole world go! FUCK ME UP! DON’T LET GO! IF WE DIE HERE- LET IT SHOW! LET IT SHOW!!! [Outro] You always sound honest… right before you disappear. Say my name again.