So fuck this shit, time to start throwin' This stress has been wearin' me thin I'm startin' to have those thoughts again Screamin' for help, but nobody's comin' Most days end the same, nothin' changes It's just how it goes these days Don’t need your advice on how to fix my life I'm perfectly aware I’m the one holding the knife So don’t call it tragic, don’t look to me for hope I ain't trying to get better, I'm just trying to cope (I'm just trying to cope) Counting down the hours, watching options fade Paying for the choices that I already made It’s the same routine every time that I relapse Sitting in the dark, waiting to collapse Don’t tell me it’ll pass or it’s all in my mind I’m gonna let the bad thoughts win this time! Don’t need your advice on how to fix my life I'm perfectly aware I’m the one holding the knife So don’t call it tragic, don’t look to me for hope I ain't trying to get better, I'm just trying to cope (I'm just trying to cope) Y'all ask if I'm good, and I keep sayin' yeah It's easier than tryin' to explain Laughin' in the chat while I'm losin' it inside Said I'd call you back and never did What am I supposed to say that nothin's wrong? When nothing's wrong enough to say out loud Maybe it ain't as bad as it feels right now Maybe it's just the same old shit talkin' again I don't know, I don't know Tired of pretendin' that I care where it ends (Tired of pretendin' that I care where it ends)
