(Intro) Yeah… I don’t even know if I’m alive right now Peep-style pain, just drifting out (Chorus) I can’t feel a thing, not the pills, not the rain In my room with the ghost of my name Smoke in my lungs, blood in my brain Tryna wash out all of this pain Every night, yeah, I die, then I wake Smile on my face but it’s all so fake Tears in my cup, drown what I can’t face You were the light, now it’s all just gray (Verse 1) Pop two tabs, now I’m talkin’ to the ceiling Say I’m fine, but I never start healing Text you back, then I delete it Truth hurts worse when you really gotta feel it Benzos in the drawer, dreams in the past Missed calls from mom, I ain’t callin’ her back Used to think love was somethin’ that lasts Now I just hope I don’t crash Hoodie on, I don’t need no one Fade to black when the sun come up You left, and I never woke up Heart like a grave, yeah, I’m all dug up (Chorus) I can’t feel a thing, not the pills, not the rain In my room with the ghost of my name Smoke in my lungs, blood in my brain Tryna wash out all of this pain Every night, yeah, I die, then I wake Smile on my face but it’s all so fake Tears in my cup, drown what I can’t face You were the light, now it’s all just gray (Outro) If I sleep too long, will you find me? Or will I fade where the dark can’t blind me? Tell the world that I tried to fight But the stars don’t shine without night
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