Still Inside Your Name

# Running Through Your [Verse 1] I know this street I know this light I know the way your shadow falls across the night Every turn still feels like you I keep moving forward but I’m running into you [Pre-Chorus] I thought distance would make you small but every mile just builds another wall [Chorus] I’m running through your memory running through your name every road I take away from you keeps leading back the same Running through your silence like it’s calling me to stay I don’t even know what I’m escaping I just know I can’t slow down today I’m running through your— running through your— everything you left behind [Verse 2] Your favorite song comes through a door someone laughs the way you did and I’m twenty steps before I hate that still my body knows how to turn toward every place you’ll never go [Pre-Chorus] Maybe healing isn’t clean maybe losing you means losing who I’ve been [Chorus] I’m running through your memory running through your name every road I take away from you keeps leading back the same Running through your silence like it’s calling me to stay I don’t even know what I’m escaping I just know I can’t slow down today I’m running through your— running through your— everything you left behind [Bridge] If I stop will you disappear? If I breathe will I finally hear my own voice without yours inside? Maybe I’ve been running just to keep you alive [Break] So let it hurt let it fade Let the outline lose its shape I don’t need to outrun you I just need to stop running through you [Final Chorus] I was running through your memory running through your name every road I took away from you kept leading back the same Running through your silence like I owed your ghost a place but tonight I hear my heartbeat and it doesn’t sound the same No more running through your— running through your— I can leave what you left behind [Outro] Streetlight blur morning blue For the first time I’m not running through you