Wonderin' Why (Melani)

[Intro Flute Riff] [Flute Solo] [Verse] Can't feel a damn thing anymore Smiling's a lie, and it's such a chore Don't know who I am or why I'm here Each day blurs by, nothing's ever clear [Flute Riff] [Chorus] Stuck on why, why, why As days just slip on by Reaching for something real Anything just to feel [Flute Solo] [Verse] What's the fucking point of all this? Trying to care, but something's amiss I'm see-through in a world of solid things Wish I could fade before the phone rings [Flute Riff] [Chorus] Stuck on why, why, why As days just slip on by Reaching for something real Anything just to feel [Flute Riff] [Bridge] Mind's a prison, walls closing in Thoughts like razors cutting my skin Fear's always screaming, can't shut it out Sanity's slipping, filled with doubt No hope left here, nothing but pain Just endless questions driving me insane [Flute Solo] [Drums Buildup] [Chorus 2] I sit and wonder when, when, when This mental hell will finally end Clinging to fragments of a life long gone In this psychotic world, I don't belong [Riff] [Outro] The answers we seek are mirages at best Each revelation, another fucking test The truth is there's no meaning to find Just endless cycles trapped in my mind I'm left here drowning as the world moves on Trying to feel something before I'm gone In this loop of why, why, why I'll keep on breaking 'til the day I die [Flute Outro Riff]