Body tired, still moving forward Mind full of madness echoing the present and past Memories HURT, RAGE, REGRETS and pain At war with myself everyday PSYCHOTIC and SANE PSYCHOTIC AND SANE It's like a doorway Only ONE can fit through but BOTH always try Always try..... At the same time........ Gotta wear a mask, gotta hide it. Keep it contained Let in Good feelings moments and wins in Whenever I can.. Fake smiles put on around people who think My lack of one and happiness Affects their perfect lives Haven't moved from behind the curtain In what feels like weeks. It's only been hours, All I want is rest and peace Alarm sounds .. my best hour sleep interrupted again. Another freezing night, my world is cold my body Aches ,shooting pains from my head to ribs.... Restless eyes, madness in my mind. Every morning when I wake Leaves another part behind Guaranteed to happen again when I close my eyes Consistent bad dreams hauntings of my past Sleeping with my demons are becoming my peace They've become a checkpoint. A place I've survived before. Wake with a scream... Heavy breathing fills the room. Hand on my chest... Waiting for my heart to slow. Few deep breaths... Calm the war inside. Close my eyes Until the alarm decides for me to wake once more Body still hurts from, Carnage on the road. Scars like Tattoos can tell a story Every place that i go. But it all disappears when the Gear goes on.. Walk out the door. Twist the throttle and Ride away Faster I ride, faster it fades, Hurt..Pain.. Lyrics of my Mind and what I can't explain. Madness is gone, Mind is free A feeling that I wish would remain, Not return behind the curtain. When the engine terminates Every alarm comes with the mask Nobody knows the battle before sunrise. Nobody hears the war. That worries my mind. Only some people see. Small psychotic parts of me. When it's late in the day the mask starts to slip I adjust it once more...hide it again Only way to understand me Is for those who choose to listen and care And if given the time the lyrics will explain The MADNESS iN MY MIND The DARKNESS where THE DRAUGRs hold the reins Where STORM and I SYKOTiX Still remain............
