[intro] You make me sick, make me bleed, make me ill I call out to you in the darkness Because You make me feel [verse 1] I let you in like I knew what I was doing Left the door cracked, left my guard on the floor Now your name hits hard when the room gets too quiet And I hate that I ever wanted more I kept your things waiting by the front door Like that would turn the whole thing around Now it just smells like a bad decision And a love I should've never found [Chorus] You make me sick, make me bleed, make me ill Got me checking my phone like I always will Because You make me feel You make me run hot, then you leave me cold One minute in my head, next minute old -news I know better, but I still come back That’s the worst part of me you keep pulling at You make me sick, make me bleed, make me ill And I hate that I still let you stay there still I should shut the door, I should let it die But your name still buzzes when I close my eyes [verse 2] You got into my bones like a diagnosis White room, bad news, and the nurse won’t blink Every test comes back with the same damn answer Nothing left to do but watch me sink I took every pill, every clean break, every promise Still it spread through the paths I bend Love like yours don’t go quiet or gentle It just keeps eating what it lives in The doc can shrug, say there’s no cure for this No scan, no shot, no easy fix And I keep coming back for the poison in your hands Like I want the name on my chart to stick [bridge] You come in sweet, then you leave me bruised A sugarcoat lie with a jagged excuse You pull me close, then you twist the blade Make a home in the mess that you made You’re a habit, a hit, then a crash on the floor A locked-up door with your foot in the door You’re a fever that feeds on the rest of my skin A bad little thrill I don’t know how to quit You say “stay,” then you starve me dry A pretty clean cut with a dirty goodbye And every way you touch is a different kind of wrong But I still hum your name like a damaged song [Chorus] You make me sick, make me bleed, make me ill Got me checking my phone like I always will Because You make me feel You make me run hot, then you leave me cold One minute in my head, next minute old -news I know better, but I still come back That’s the worst part of me you keep pulling at You make me sick, make me bleed, make me ill And I hate that I still let you stay there still I should shut the door, I should let it die But your name still buzzes when I close my eyes [breakdown climax] [outro] You make me sick, make me bleed, make me ill I call out to you in the darkness Because You make me feel