[Intro] (Slow, heavy 808 bass drops, sound of a lighter flicking, an eerie music box melody plays in the background) (Whispered) Just one more time to wash it away... just one more... [Male] [Verse 1] Little blue pill sitting on my shaking tongue I swallow down the damage that I did when I was young The colors start to bleed, the room begins to glow A chemical salvation taking over the show The static in my brain turns to a neon sea For the next few hours, I don't have to be me [Verse 2] I am flying high above the wreckage of my past I know this artificial paradise will never last The bass is vibrating deep inside my chest A beautiful poison, a welcome guest My mother's crying face fades into the bright white light I’m running from my demons in the middle of the night [Pre-Chorus] (The beat speeds up, guitars start to distort heavily) The ceiling is lifting, I’m leaving the ground Floating away where I can't hear a sound! But the gravity’s waiting, it’s pulling the chain A temporary fix for a permanent pain! [Chorus] (Explosive Trap-Metal breakdown, heavy distorted bass and shouting) (Bleach! Bleach! Neon Bleach!) Wash away the screams that I cannot reach! (Drown! Drown! In the undertow!) Drown the dark secrets that nobody knows! I’m burning alive just to buy some peace When will this chemical warfare cease?! [Verse 3] But the ceiling starts to drip, the neon turns to black The monster in the mirror is staring right back The euphoria is dying, the cold sweat sets in The shaking and the shivers are about to begin My pockets are empty, my soul is a ghost I’m a slave to the thing that I hated the most [Verse 4] I lie on the bathroom floor, counting the tiles Stranded in the wreckage of a thousand fake smiles My friends have all left me, my body is weak I’m chasing a shadow, the future looks bleak I look at the marks on my skin like a map of my shame I don't even remember who to blame [Bridge] (Music slows down to a sludge-like, heavy industrial rhythm, vocals sound desperate and broken) I can’t stop... (Help me!) I can’t breathe... (Save me!) There is nothing left of the man I used to be! Just a ghost in a jacket, looking for a vein A walking disaster trapped in the rain! (Screamed) Somebody pull me out! [Chorus] (Explosive Trap-Metal breakdown, maximum distortion) (Bleach! Bleach! Neon Bleach!) Wash away the screams that I cannot reach! (Drown! Drown! In the undertow!) Drown the dark secrets that nobody knows! I’m burning alive just to buy some peace When will this chemical warfare cease?! [Outro] (The heavy bass slowly fades out, leaving only the sound of a ragged, desperate cough and teeth chattering) The light is gone. The cold is back. I’m empty... I have nothing left. (Sound: Shaking breaths fading into silence) [End]
