[GVO] [LV:dry,close,cracked,exhausted] [RP:low,raw,confessional] [CH:big,layered,emotional] [WH:wide,dark,ghost] [AD:far,imperfect] [SC:peak only] [HUM:breath,cracks,natural] [MAX:Lyr,Dyn,Emo] [HARM] Key:F#m Intro:F#m(add9)-Dmaj7-A-E Verse:F#m-E-D-C# Pre:D-E-F#m-C# Ch:F#m-D-A-E Bridge:Dmaj7-F#m-E-C# Outro:F#m(add9)-D-A-E [RIFF] Intro:whisper,piano,rev-gtr Verse:muted-gtr,trap-drms,808 Pre:rising-gtr,build Ch:dist-gtr-wall,heavy-drms,vocal-stack Bridge:clean-gtr,no-808,ambient Final:full-band,cinematic Outro:fade,piano,whisper [VOC] Lead:dry:center Rap:center+lowdbl Hook:lead+dbl+oct+wh Bridge:filter+echo+bg [MIX] Vox>Mel>Atmos>Drm>Bass dark,wide,deep,raw [MAX] Max lyrics,max layers,max dynamics,max emotion [LAT] Sad100,Regret100,Isolation100,Anger80,Shame95,Hope35,Redemption45 [HUM] Breath,cracks,pauses,imperfect timing,human phrasing [RHYTHM] 75BPM,4/4,halftrap,slow,intense [LOCK] DistGtr,CleanGtr,Pno,808,TrapDrm,Pad,Synth,FX [INTRO-WH] Yeah... I know I fucked up... I became the thing Everybody warned me I would be... I’m sorry... [VERSE1] I got a list of names that I never call People I hurt when I thought I had it all You gave me love and I gave your scars Now I’m counting my failures under these stars Thinking about every promise I broke Every "I'm fine" was another lie I spoke Built these walls to push you all away Now I’m drowning in the war I keep inside of me I know you’re tired of hearing excuses Tired of watching me repeat mistakes I turned every blessing into something useless Watched every good thing fade away And yeah, I know what everybody says That I’m too far gone and too lost to be saved Maybe I’m the problem, maybe I’m the reason Every good thing keeps disappearing as fast as it came [PRE-CH] I’m sorry... For every tear that I caused For every time that I disappeared When you needed me most I’m sorry... I know I’m hard to love I know I’m hard to save But I’m still trying to become somebody I recognize again [CH-HUGE] Sorry to all the people I disappointed I know you’re sick of hearing me bitch I know you’re tired of watching me destroy shit Then pretend I’m not the one to blame I know you’re tired of seeing me fall apart Tired of watching me repeat my mistakes But I’m still fighting these demons inside my head Even when I’m drowning in fucking shame I’m sorry... I’m sorry... For all the damage I made... I’m sorry... [VERSE2-RAP] I got anxiety running through my bloodstream Dark thoughts hiding inside my daydreams Everybody sees the wreckage after Nobody sees the war inside of me I became someone I never wanted A ghost wearing my own face Lost friends, lost trust, lost years Trying to escape this damn place Fuck every time I said tomorrow Then repeated the same damn cycle Fuck every night I ignored your calls While I was fighting for my own survival I don’t blame you if you walk away I don’t blame you if you hate the very thought of me I broke hearts like they meant nothing at all Now I’m carrying every ounce of that pain I know apologies don’t fix shit I know words don’t erase scars But I’m finally facing everything Instead of running from who we are [BRKDN] Maybe I’m not the monster that I see Maybe there’s still something left of me Maybe underneath all this regret There’s a person I haven’t met yet I’m carrying every mistake Every goodbye Every moment I let somebody down But I’m still here... Still trying... [FINAL-CH-FULL] Sorry to all the people I disappointed I know I broke your trust and I can’t fix that I know I made you watch me collapse When you were trying to pull me back up I know I gave you reasons to leave I know I made it hard to believe But if there’s anything left inside me... I’m trying to become somebody you can believe [OUT-WH] I’m sorry... I’m still here... I’m still trying... I’m really sorry...
