No Matter What/You don ´t break [Verse 1] I woke up this morning and everything felt so heavy and hard. I was fighting in my dreams again and felt like I haven't slept or had rest at all. My body feels like it is poisoned. I used to be so strong but since my autoimmune disease my body feels nothing like it was before. Daily struggle so it seems. Spiritual warfare too. Divisions in my church and I don't know what to do. Where to go to, I cannot flee. [Chorus] And I don’t know where to go I can’t outrun the ache There’s fire in the dark tonight But You don’t break [Verse 2] Then I heard a song a brother made. It was tough stuff and sad. It made me cry. At the same time it met me exactly where I stood. Then I realized I could give it all to You. I am allowed to lament and allowed to give You, JESUS all my suffering and was reminded how Your suffering was so so so much worse, than anyone could ever imagine. You the Holy One became a curse only because You loved us. [Bridge] You took the cross, You took the shame, the Holy One betrayed By the stripes upon Your back, we were healed, the heavy price was paid And looking at Your sacrifice, my heart begins to see That Your love is bigger than the heaviness inside me. [Chorus] And I don’t know where to go I can’t outrun the ache There’s fire in the dark tonight But You don’t break [Outro] That made me humble again and I felt the Peace coming to me. Thank You JESUS. And I want to add a sentence from the song my friend made: "No matter what, JESUS, I'll give You my trust." AMEN.
