[Opener] I did it... I did it... Wait, what...? [Verse 1] Two bottles down, blade by the tub Can't call on Mary or Molly, stuck No phone here, I can't get through Meds on schedule, what am I gonna do Angry at the world but glad I'm alive Pissed they found me but grateful I survived Grippy socks on, laces gone away This is my new beginning, this is my new day [Pre-Chorus] Heart rate rising, can't stay calm Panic button on my palm Feel the walls start closing in Let the real breakdown begin [Chorus] This is rock bottom, this is my floor Can't fall any further, can't hurt anymore Breakdown, breakthrough, it's all the same From the ashes of my shame Padded walls and sterile light First real sleep I've had all night This is rock bottom, this is my start Finally safe from my own mind [Verse 2] Days blur together in this place But I can see it in their face Staff believes I'll make it through Maybe I can see it too Group therapy, talk it out Learning what recovery's about When I leave here, things will change Time to break this mental cage [Pre-Chorus] Heart rate rising, can't stay calm Panic button on my palm Feel the walls start closing in Let the real breakdown begin [Chorus] This is rock bottom, this is my floor Can't fall any further, can't hurt anymore Breakdown, breakthrough, it's all the same From the ashes of my shame Padded walls and sterile light First real sleep I've had all night This is rock bottom, this is my start Finally safe from my own mind [Bridge] Discharge papers in my hand Stepping back into the land Of the living, of the free Still not sure who I'm gonna be Grippy socks stuffed in my bag Reminder of my lowest drag Out the door but not alone Time to build a different home [Pre-Chorus] Heart rate rising, can't stay calm Panic button on my palm Feel the walls start closing in Let the real breakdown begin [Final Chorus] This is rock bottom, this is my floor Can't fall any further, can't hurt anymore Breakdown, breakthrough, it's all the same From the ashes of my shame Padded walls and sterile light First real sleep I've had all night This is rock bottom, this is my start Finally safe from my own mind [Closer] I did it... I did it... Thank god they came and picked me up
