Ouroboros

**Lyrics and lyric/song structure written and created by 👻 GHOST 👻** [intro numb, floating] . yuh… same shit, different day… i don’t even know what’s real anymore, feels like this world wants me stuck on repeat… [verse 1 melodic rap / confessional] livin' through this nonsense, it’s straight lookin’ like a circus, everybody throwin' shade, swear they do this shit on purpose... i been tryna mind mine, but the toxicity surfaced, every rumor spreads from a little demon hidin' in the curtains... with pain in my chest, i been runnin’ from the bullshit, head full of stress, cause i swear it's always somethin’... people love the drama ‘cause it make ’em feel important, i’ve been tryna stay above it, but this cycle keep restartin’. pressure in my head and it tightens when i'm quiet, if i speak my peace, they gon' twist it into violence.... i just wanna think without someone tryna pry in, but peace is just a myth when the internet is watchin’... [pre-chorus emotional rise] i keep fallin’ back deep into this loop, tryna wall it up but the past breaks through… tell me, why the fuck i feel stuck on fuckin' mute? every time i heal, i see another you... [chorus big, catchy, heartbreakingly self-aware] it's a fuckin' ouroboros, bitin’ my emotions.... round and round, this fuckin' pain stay in constant motion, thought i broke free but the cycle still holdin’.... yeah, it's a fuckin' ouroboros, draggin’ my name through the waves of this ocean.... drama in my head got me losin’ my focus, i just wanna live without bein’ so broken... i just wanna live without bein’ so broken... [verse 2 darker, more reflective] all these words are a weapon when they’re starvin’ for attention, they don’t wanna know the truth, they just wanna start some bullshit.. every word i spoke became a puzzle for dissectin’, but they only see the worst in my honest intentions... saw them twistin’ up my pain into entertainment, cut it into pieces just to fit their conversation... didn’t ask to be the villain in somebody’s narration, but the story write itself when you’re stuck in speculation... now i’m losin’ sleep again, thinkin’ ‘bout what i’ve sent… i don’t need to justify the person that I am, but in this loop, in my head, i’m my own worst friend… [chorus, heavier emotional pull] it's a fuckin' ouroboros, bitin’ my emotions.... round and round, this fuckin' pain stay in constant motion, thought i broke free but the cycle still holdin’.... yeah, it's a fuckin' ouroboros, draggin’ my name through the waves of this ocean.... drama in my head got me losin’ my focus, i just wanna live without bein’ so broken... i just wanna live without bein’ so broken... [bridge soft, defeated, drifting] maybe i’m the problem and the cure, chasin’ down a peace that i can't have anymore… if i died tonight, they’ll only wish for more, this cycle’s what i’m dying from… and it's what i’m livin’ for… [chorus final, emotional release] it's a fuckin' ouroboros, bitin’ my emotions.... round and round, this fuckin' pain stay in constant motion, thought i broke free but the cycle still holdin’.... yeah, it's a fuckin' ouroboros, draggin’ my name through the waves of this ocean.... drama in my head got me losin’ my focus, i just wanna live without bein’ so broken... [outro] yuh... drama in my head got me losin’ my focus, i just wanna live without bein' so broken...