am i going crazy am i already insane a hole in the facade that i just laugh away another broken promise yet another smile cracked shattered in a memory one i tried to forget so many times i've fought off the demons in my head slipping through my conscious i remain aware, remain in control so whats the final tally what does the ballot say am i to be remembered or forgotten once again every loss a scar that i wear proudly every moment i let go another tear i must shed am i really unbiased am i truly what i seem if you took me apart whats found inside of me what if nothings left what if its malformed what if i told you i was like this from before i am not tipping over am not unbalanced at all a single blow wont bend whats been put back together if theres only one choice then i choose to be true if its not something i can pick then i refuse to leave it up to you so whats the final tally what does the ballot say am i to be remembered or forgotten once again every loss a scar that i wear proudly every moment i let go another tear i must shed
