Lyrics written by luf0 Copyright to lyrics © luf0 https://suno.com/@luf0 ------------------------------------------------------------------------ I cover my face, 'cause I'm too ashamed when the image I built for myself starts to break Mama told me over the years, no pain, no gain walk it off... but I got lost on the trails When I think 'bout the past I get really, really sad I miss everything I had all my friends... even sometimes Dad But mostly the feelin' of bein' free to know someone's waiting for me! I wasn't always like that I'm just what life made me Do u think I'm proud to be a crybaby? I always wanted to be like ma heroes in the TV But I'm too fuckin' tired acting like life's easy I'm creating waterfalls and start to swim behind close doors so you never sees me... Overcome your own shadows... everyone is really good with big words am I not allowed to feel sorry for everything that beat me up in the past? The person that I loved is gone, ma Dad never cared about us My Mom? She's really fucked up, so I had to grow up really fast To be there for my siblings, LISTEN TO ME! I took every commitment I threw away my own fuckin' childhood so my sisters could have that I ran around in the dark to be a light in their children's eyes I gave them the little I had, so at least one of us doesn't feel sad I know nothing I've done can replace Mom and Dad but I would do it again and again and again and again! I wasn't always like that I'm just what life made me Do u think I'm proud to be a crybaby? I always wanted to be like ma heroes in the TV But I'm too fuckin' tired acting like life's easy I wasn't always like that I'm just what life made me Do u think I'm proud to be a crybaby? I always wanted to be like ma heroes in the TV But I'm too fuckin' tired acting like life's easy