Trying to be Worth It

I’m trying to be okay, But I can’t seem to find my way, Every little move, Feels like I'm driving you away. I don’t want to fall apart, But I’m scared I’ll lose your heart, Always looking for a sign, If I mess up, I’ll be left behind. Can’t you see, I’m doing my best, Just don’t leave me here,... Cause I'm a mess... I feel it in my chest, I’ve got to keep it all in check, What if I let go, And you decide I’m just a wreck? When you’re quiet, I’m losing my mind, Every sign I see, I’m trying to find. I don’t want to fall apart, But I’m scared I’ll lose your heart, Always looking for a sign, If I mess up, I’ll be left behind. Can’t you see, I’m doing my best, Just don’t leave me here.... Don't leave.... I can’t always be perfect, But I’m trying to be worth it, Don’t let go, don’t slip away, Just give me a sign, show me we're okay. I don’t want to fall apart, But I’m scared I’ll lose your heart, Always looking for a sign, If I mess up, I’ll be left behind. Can’t you see, I’m doing my best,... I'm doing my best... And I need to rest.... Every word I say feels wrong, Like I’m pushing you all along. I’m caught in this endless doubt, Trying to figure it all out.. Fighting shadows in my head, Wishing I could calm this dread. Can’t you see, I’m holding on tight, Trying to make it through the night? Don’t let me drown in this unrest, I’ll love you always, but I’m a mess