(there are fingerprints on the mirror but they aren't mine) (i count them one by one and i lose count at four) (the light above my head is buzzing like a wasp in a jar) (i'm watching me breathe from the corner of the room) (i said my name out loud just to check if it still fits) (it echoed back in someone else's voice) (the floor feels too far down and my feet are too far up) (i'm made of tv snow and powdered sugar dreams) (there's a window inside my head and it's stuck half open) (the wind comes through but it doesn't smell like anything) (i wave at myself and i don't wave back in time) (my hands are lagging three seconds behind) (i keep blinking but the world doesn't reset) (everyone's mouth moves and the subtitles are wrong) (i tried to cry and the sound came out blue) (it pooled on the carpet and nobody noticed) (is this my body or did i borrow it today) (the tags still on it and the seams are coming loose) (i poke my arm and the feeling arrives by mail) (two to three business days late) (the clock says 3:14 but it said that yesterday) (i've been here since tuesday or maybe since birth) (my thoughts are on airplane mode but the ads still play) (buy now buy now buy now buy now) (i peeled my face off like a sticker and put it back crooked) (now all my smiles leak out the side) (there's a crowd in my skull taking photos of the crash) (none of them know how to drive this thing) (if you call my name use small letters please) (capital letters feel too sharp right now) (i'm buffering between moments trying to load) (please wait please wait please wait please wait) (the moon is a ceiling light that someone forgot on) (i've been sleeping with my eyes open so i don't miss me) (i am the glitch in the family portrait) (everyone's smiling but my face didn't render) (when the song ends do i end too) (or do i just loop back to the first verse) (i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry) (i don't know who i'm apologizing to) (static) (static) (can you still hear me) (i think i left)
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