
ELÉG A FEJEMBŐL! / ENOUGH OF MY OWN HEAD!
ENOUGH OF MY OWN HEAD! [Intro — metallic stereo ticks, filtered beat, palm-muted guitar pulse; low male, tightly rhythmic sung-rap] One word. One face. A longer silence. And the gears are turning inside me. Why now? Why this way? What did I miss? By the time I find an answer, it all starts up again. [Verse 1 — low male, clipped percussive delivery] From one unfinished sentence, I make up ten new stories. Behind each change in tone, I find another door. I thought staying alert would save me if I decoded every sign. But before I get to live it, I’m watching from outside. It’s not that I lack answers — I’ve got more than enough. The trouble is, each answer asks another question back. One more round. One more why. In my own life, I’m a spectator one more time. [Pre-Chorus — high male enters melodically; drums expand] Not every thought is true just because it comes back again! When life finally starts moving, let me stay out of its way! [Chorus — explosive high melodic lead; low male answers] [High Male] I DON’T WANT TO UNDERSTAND! AT LEAST NOT NOW! [Low Male] OVERTHINKING, THAT’S ENOUGH! I’M NOT GOING ROUND AGAIN! [High Male] DON’T PICK IT APART! DON’T PUT IT RIGHT! DON’T DRAG ME BACK INSIDE MY HEAD AGAIN! I DON’T WANT TO UNDERSTAND! LET IT MOVE THROUGH ME! [Both — rhythmic unison] I AM HERE! I AM HERE NOW! DON’T LET ME WATCH FROM OUTSIDE WHEN I’M RIGHT THERE IN IT! [High Male — controlled scream] ENOUGH OF MY OWN HEAD! [Instrumental cut — turntable scratch, ticking accelerates, heavy riff] [Verse 2 — low male, harder syncopation] One part of me starts moving. Another hits the brakes. One part tells me: go. Another questions it again. Different past. Different scars. Different eyes look back at me. I can’t know what’s happening on the far side of every silence. If I change my shape for every pair of eyes, everyone will see me — but I won’t find myself. If I was wrong, I’ll own it. I stand behind my words. But I won’t condemn myself again for stories I’ve imagined. [Pre-Chorus 2 — high male, rising urgency] What I don’t know, I won’t make up! I don’t have to be somebody different for everyone I meet! No more rounds! No more whys! FOR FIVE FUCKING MINUTES, LET MY MIND LEAVE ME ALONE! [Chorus — heavier guitars, wider melodic hook] [High Male] I DON’T WANT TO UNDERSTAND! AT LEAST NOT NOW! [Low Male] OVERTHINKING, THAT’S ENOUGH! I’M NOT GOING ROUND AGAIN! [High Male] DON’T PICK IT APART! DON’T PUT IT RIGHT! DON’T TURN ME INTO ANOTHER PROBLEM TO SOLVE! I DON’T WANT TO UNDERSTAND! LET IT MOVE THROUGH ME! [Both — rhythmic unison] I AM HERE! I AM HERE NOW! I WON’T LOSE MYSELF SO EVERYONE CAN UNDERSTAND ME! [High Male — controlled scream] ENOUGH OF MY OWN HEAD! [Bridge — stripped bass pulse, restrained melodic high male; tension stays physical] I thought that loving meant watching every little shift. Sensing trouble before it came, fixing every silence. I’ll hear you out. I’ll answer you. Whatever I get wrong, I’ll take responsibility. But I don’t have to live inside other people’s heads. I don’t have to fill each silence. I’m not shutting out the world — I just won’t abandon myself in it! [All ticking stops — one beat of complete silence] [Breakdown — low and high male trade short rhythmic attacks] [Low Male] THINK IT THROUGH! [High Male] I ALREADY HAVE! [Low Male] WAIT A LITTLE LONGER! [High Male] I’VE WAITED LONG ENOUGH! [Low Male] WHAT DO THEY THINK? [High Male] I WON’T MAKE IT UP! [Low Male] WHAT IF YOU FUCK IT UP? [One-beat silence] [High Male — scream] THEN I FUCK IT UP! [Massive breakdown hit] [High Male — rhythmic shout] IF IT’S MINE, I’LL OWN IT! IF IT’S NOT, I WON’T CARRY IT! [Both] BUT AT LEAST I’M RIGHT THERE IN IT! NOT JUST WATCHING — FINALLY LIVING! [Final build — alternating vocals, drums rising] [Low Male] Not another round! [High Male] Not another why! [Low Male] Not every feeling needs [High Male] an answer ready-made! [Both] NOT EVERYTHING! NOT NOW! NOT AT ANY COST! [Final Chorus — full melodic release, huge guitars; low responses remain distinct] [High Male] I DON’T WANT TO UNDERSTAND! AT LEAST NOT NOW! [Low Male] OVERTHINKING, THAT’S ENOUGH! I’M NOT GOING ROUND AGAIN! [High Male] DON’T PICK IT APART! DON’T PUT IT RIGHT! FEAR NO LONGER DOES MY THINKING FOR ME! I DON’T WANT TO UNDERSTAND! LET IT MOVE THROUGH ME! [Both] I AM HERE! I AM HERE NOW! I DON’T HAVE TO FIGURE EVERYTHING OUT TO STAY TRUE TO MYSELF! [Final re-hit — half-time, short vocal punches] [Low Male] WHAT’S MINE — [High Male] I’LL OWN IT! [Low Male] WHAT ISN’T MINE — [High Male] I WON’T CARRY ANYMORE! [Both] I’M NOT SHUTTING OUT THE WORLD! I WON’T ABANDON MYSELF IN IT! [High Male — sustained scream] ENOUGH OF MY OWN HEAD! [Outro — taut melodic vocal over exposed guitar pulse; no spoken word] Tomorrow I’ll go back to figuring out why. Today I’m here. Today I’m living it. Overthinking… that’s enough. [One final dry bass and guitar hit — complete silence] ELÉG A FEJEMBŐL [Intro — metallic stereo ticks, filtered beat, palm-muted guitar pulse; low male, tightly rhythmic sung-rap] Egy szó. Egy arc. Egy hosszabb csend. És a fogaskerék már fordul idebent. Miért most? Miért így? Mit nem vettem észre? Mire választ találok, újra indul az egész. [Verse 1 — low male, clipped percussive delivery] Egy félbehagyott mondatból tíz történetet gyártok. Minden hangsúly mögött még egy ajtót találok. Azt hittem, az éberség megvéd, ha minden jelet megfejtek. De mire végre benne lennék, már kívülről nézem. Nem a válasz hiányzik — abból van elég. Az a baj, hogy minden válasz újra visszakér. Még egy kör. Még egy miért. A saját életemben megint néző lettem én. [Pre-Chorus — high male enters melodically; drums expand] Nem minden gondolat igaz, csak mert újra visszatér! Ha végre megmozdul az élet, ne álljak az út elé! [Chorus — explosive high melodic lead; low male answers] [High Male] NEM AKAROM ÉRTENI! LEGALÁBB MOST NE! [Low Male] AGYALÁS, ELÉG VOLT! NEM MEGYEK MÉG EGY KÖRT! [High Male] NE SZEDD SZÉT! NE RAKD HELYRE! NE HÚZZ VISSZA MEGINT A FEJEMBE! NEM AKAROM ÉRTENI! HADD MENJEN ÁT RAJTAM! [Both — rhythmic unison] ITT VAGYOK! MOST VAGYOK! NE NÉZZEM KÍVÜLRŐL, AMIKOR BENNE VAGYOK! [High Male — controlled scream] ELÉG A FEJEMBŐL! [Instrumental cut — turntable scratch, ticking accelerates, heavy riff] [Verse 2 — low male, harder syncopation] Az egyik bennem indul. A másik már fékez. Az egyik azt mondja: menj. A másik visszakérdez. Más múlt. Más seb. Más szem néz vissza rám. Nem tudhatom, mi történik minden csend túloldalán. Ha minden tekintethez más alakot veszek, a végén mindenki lát — csak én nem leszek meg. Ha tévedtem, belátom. A szavamért felelek. De képzelt történetekben nem ítélem el magam megint. [Pre-Chorus 2 — high male, rising urgency] Amit nem tudok, nem találom ki! Nem kell minden emberhez más emberré válni! Nem kell még egy kör! Nem kell még egy miért! Öt kibaszott percre HAGYJON BÉKÉN A FEJEM! [Chorus — heavier guitars, wider melodic hook] [High Male] NEM AKAROM ÉRTENI! LEGALÁBB MOST NE! [Low Male] AGYALÁS, ELÉG VOLT! NEM MEGYEK MÉG EGY KÖRT! [High Male] NE SZEDD SZÉT! NE RAKD HELYRE! NE CSINÁLJ BELŐLEM MEGINT EGY FELADATOT! NEM AKAROM ÉRTENI! HADD MENJEN ÁT RAJTAM! [Both — rhythmic unison] ITT VAGYOK! MOST VAGYOK! NEM VESZÍTEM EL MAGAM, HOGY MINDENKI MEGÉRTSEN! [High Male — controlled scream] ELÉG A FEJEMBŐL! [Bridge — stripped bass pulse, restrained melodic high male; tension stays physical] A

