I've always lived my life casually. I've lived my life without thinking about anything. I've enjoyed the days that passed by. I always lived my life laughing. I laughed without thinking about anything. That is, until this day. In the end, I have to make up for all the laziness I've had up until now. It's difficult to do now, but it can't be helped. Because it's what I've done. All that's left is regret. Why, why, why, why couldn't you lose then? If I had lost, maybe something would have been different... If, if something had happened, would I have been able to change? Then I wouldn't be the way I am now.
