I finally understand that letting go isn't something I can engineer.

[chorus] i don't wanna try again i'm tired of tearing up all my best friends calculated perturbations broken downloads ; reconstruction just the parts, that i fuck with try to manipulate the file size until i leave you with tears in your eyes [verse] i dreamt about you i don't really do that we we're over i saw you in a place i don't go but had to for some reason replicated abandon ships; cats current and carelessness abound. found out. something from the collision. missed you more than i could admit then woke up, with the place on fire didn;t want to get out of bed, i'm like that i guess [chorus] i don't wanna try again i'm tired of tearing up all my best friends calculated perturbations broken downloads ; reconstruction just the parts, that i fuck with try to manipulate the file size until i leave you with tears in your eyes [verse] damn it sucks how i fucked up but its fucked up more that i dissociated from the circumstances that i made in, time again for my own replacement, displaced the world we had been making, now i live in my own hell thoughts dispell down across the sinterwell i really wish you well cause i can't sink down that wishing well i can't dispel the only thing I can tell apart from myself from myself my self-centered apathy; recognized discrepancy convergence on instrumental utility for a second i thought was me dynamics bloom in favor of our demise i cried for a split second, then i cauterized cauterized the nerve endings around the endings my nerves perturbed, it's circular, it's a problem, it's my problem alone. [outro] we've been burning this in the background like we're making copies of redbox DVDs i miss when you were next to me it's obvious you know what i mean but i'm letting go reluctantly. still holding on reluctantly. like cyanoacrylate i have to wait for the skin beneath to grow and it'll fall off on its own. oh it'll fall off on its own.