from where i sit, I think i messed up a bit, could have done some things wrong, like wasting time to long didn't think about it at the time, and I'm sure i missed a couple signs had a couple of girls in my life, that i wish i would have taken some time to do things right and kept them around, instead of acting the clown, i have 4 beautiful kids that i love, they are a blessing from above, other than that, i wasted a lot of time, trying to get things right (chorus) spent the last 20 some years pretty much alone, let my heart turn to stone loneliness is my best friend, will be till the end got too much time to think, years gone by in just a blink waiting for the lord to come, hoping he won't hate me for the things ive done i get down on my knees and pray God please take me to a better life, where there is happiness and no strife but take everyone else first, because i have been one of the worst and if there is any mercy left for me i would be the happiest man you will see i know the one thing i have learned the most, the most important things in life are, THE FATHER, THE SON, AND THE HOLY GHOST (chorus) , just some thoughts that i have, some make me cry, some make me laugh but i will keep holding on, waiting for my time to come i know it's going to get better, spend eternity in the way that's written in the red letters i been trying to do better now, put all this hurting down and be the man i was supposed to be, so God will be proud of me and i can see all my family, in heaven and we will have happiness for the rest of time........oh.... ya....
