Every ship is sinking… This really got me thinking… Hold on… Let me try that again. Every ship is sinking. This really got me thinking. About bad places I never asked to be in. I don’t think… No… Hold on… Maybe this is the place I’m supposed to be in. Hold on… Let me try that again. Maybe this feeling Won’t last forever. Maybe tomorrow Looks a little different. Maybe I just Need one more breath. Hold on… Let me try that again. I’ve been here before, But I don’t want this to be the end. Every ship is sinking… That’s how it feels Inside my head. So hold on… One… Two… Three… Breathe. All the bad things Are getting loud again. They’re screaming Inside my head again. All I want to do Is go back to bed again. Maybe if I close my eyes Everything gets quiet. Maybe not. Hold on… Let me try that again. One… Two… Three… Breathe. “Why are you doing that again?” Because everything Won’t stop spinning. Because my mind Never really rests. Because I’m trying. I’m really trying. Every ship is sinking. This really got me thinking. I can’t keep saying The words out loud. So I’m writing Them again. Another page. Another night. Another chance To make it till morning. If I can’t say it… I’ll write it. Hold on… Let me try that again. Maybe tomorrow Will make more sense than today. Every ship is sinking… But I’m still here. Still writing. Still breathing. Still trying. Dear Journal… We’ll try again tomorrow.
