[Verse 1] I bite my tongue I know the taste I know how fast A word can change a room So I count to four And hold my breath Like I have done A thousand times before But something in me broke Something snapped Something choked [Pre-Chorus] And I don't know What happens next But I know I can't go back [Chorus] But I have nothing left to hide Nothing left to give I won't swallow every word Just to keep the peace again You can push You can pull You can test this ground But I won't make myself smaller Just to keep you around [Verse 2] I used to know How to disappear Make myself quiet Make myself easy Take the blame Take the weight Take whatever Kept the room from changing But something in me broke Something snapped Something choked And I can't put it Back the way it was [Pre-Chorus] I don't know What happens next But I know I can't go back [Chorus] I have nothing left to hide Nothing left to give I won't swallow every word Just to keep the peace again You can push You can pull You can test this ground But I won't make myself smaller Just to keep you around [Bridge] Maybe I should be afraid Maybe I am Maybe that's the point I spent so long Trying not to break I forgot What it felt like To choose myself [Breakdown] I can't I can't I can't do this again No Not this time [Final Chorus] I have nothing left to hide Nothing left to give I won't swallow every word Just to keep the peace again You can push You can pull You can test this ground But I won't make myself smaller I won't make myself smaller now [Heavy Chorus] Nothing left to hide Nothing left to give I won't swallow every word I won't swallow every word Not this time Not this time [Outro] Bitch
