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Hopelessness Night by NA

V6

One day, I was injured. I went to the hospital. The doctor treated my injury. The doctor scanned my body as if to lick it. Because of the perfume, I crossed a line. That night, we were intimate with each other. I was given food. I gave food in return. I will never forget that day, including that night. What has become of me? I have lived in great anxiety. one two three four! The painful memories torment me. Please release my bound body right now. O God, set me free this instant. The dreadful memories bind me and cause me suffering. Please end this. O God, do not forsake me. O God, I beg you, reach out your saving hand to me. O God, help me this very moment. 『I will engrave it into your body and brain, permeating you down to the very roots of your memory……』 O God, I wish for an end to this defiled body. Your clothing, your gestures—everything about you captivates me. Your body is utterly irresistible. I cannot take my eyes off it. Every night, I keep thinking about it. My brain commands me to indulge in fantasies about it. Please investigate the causes of this. And I, having been injured and healed, must receive atonement. Present your findings. To the hospital. Right now.