[Verse 1] I wake up in the wreckage With my name on every wall My thoughts come in like mortar fire And I brace for the fall Black smoke in the hallway Sirens in my skull I keep patting down my pockets For a self that isn’t gone [Pre-Chorus] There’s a map of all my damage Folded deep beneath my ribs Every wound still gives a talking Every scar still wants to live [Chorus] And ahhhhh! ah, ahhh, ah! Fighting a fucking war in my own mind And ahhhhh! ah, ahhh, ah! I’m losing the fight tonight My head is hell, my heart is split I’m still here, but just barely in it And ahhhhh! ah, ahhh, ah! I’m losing the fight tonight [Verse 2] I’ve got trenches in my breathing Every step feels mined I smile like I’m intact While I’m bleeding out inside The enemy wears my face Knows every place I break Leaves no bodies on the ground Just another fucked-up day [Pre-Chorus] And the walls keep moving closer And the thunder never quits I keep calling for a ceasefire But my hands can’t make it stick [Chorus] And ahhhhh! ah, ahhh, ah! Fighting a fucking war in my own mind And ahhhhh! ah, ahhh, ah! I’m losing the fight tonight My head is hell, my heart is split I’m still here, but just barely in it And ahhhhh! ah, ahhh, ah! I’m losing the fight tonight [Bridge] If I go down, let it be known I did not go quiet I was a battlefield in motion I was fire, I was riot So shout my name through the rubble If I can’t shout it back Maybe hope comes limping through When the dark gets cracked [Final Chorus] And ahhhhh! ah, ahhh, ah! Fighting a fucking war in my own mind And ahhhhh! ah, ahhh, ah! I’m losing the fight tonight My head is hell, my heart is split I’m still here, I’m still in it And ahhhhh! ah, ahhh, ah! I’m losing the fight tonight [Outro] Ah, ahhh, ah (Ahahaaaaaaaa!!!!!) Trust me... you wouldn't want to see what happens in my mind...
